Unorthodox.

I wonder why people honestly think I care about them. I got so much more problems than worrying about what you have going on in your life. I’ve had too much going on in my own life to give a flip about yours. I’ve been through more crap these last 2 years, that I have realized people, materials, and drama doesn’t matter. It won’t matter in 30 years, let alone 5 years, who the crap you were in high school, NOBODY CARES! Through the hard times in my life, I’ve realized that small things don’t matter and that your real focus should be on people that love you and that are always here for you, your own personal well-being, and GOD! You need to make yourself happy and not care what anybody else says. If you want to know if I really care about ask me, don’t go running your mouth about how much I talk crap and supposedly hate you. Some people says that they don’t care about drama and keep me out of it, but yet they are the main ones that start it. I’m not going to sit here and say that you talking about me doesn’t bother me, cause it does. It bothers me in a sense that you don’t have anything better to do than sit around and talk about other people. If you don’t have that much going on in your life, I can certainly think of some thing else you can be doing, so just ask. Thank you :) 

“It is the Lord who goes before you. He will be with you; he will not fail you or forsake you. Do not fear or be dismayed.”

Through the hard times in life, we must put all faith in God. I’ll be the first to admit that this is extremely tough to do. We want to be mad at him, stray away from him and church during the hard times. I’ve been doing this ever since I graduated. I know it’s the devil thats making me do this and making me not fully trust in God. I believe I have been in somewhat of a disbelief that there is a God ever since Mallerie passed away. I don’t think the God of all gods, King of kings, Lord of lords would want us to be faced with times that question our belief in him. Why would he want us to be at our weakest and be more susceptible to sin?  Then I figured out why, if everything was perfect, we wouldn’t need a God to seek faith in. He puts these obstacles in our life to let us grow and learn that he knows our future. God knows how great he is going to make our life! God doesn’t like to see us in pain, but he knows what we are dealing with. God is the only person who will never leave you, never lie, never forget you! So just remember, Your Never Alone.